Husband

At this point,i'm willing to accept anyone to be my husband who is willing to accept me as who i am. I don't want to waste my time for someone who force me to do something i don't want to.

Miss those days

Your phone call is always on my wishlist. When are you going to come to my house and ask for my hand in front of my parents?. If you really want me back and want me to be with you, just come to my house and ask my parents for my hand. I will definitely say YES!.

Best soulmate

"Yang penting bukan siapa isterimu semasa kau nikahinya, tetapi siapa dia setelah menikah denganmu. Jadi, janji Allah tentang lelaki yang baik untuk wanita yang baik bukan hanya berlaku pada awal pernikahan, tetapi di pertengahannya, penghujungnya malah sepanjang jalan menuju syurga"


I was touched by these quotes that i got from iluvislam.com..Obviously. don't judge a woman easily.And a good woman only for a good man. :)


p/s: i wonder who's the best man for me?. :p

For crying out loud

Honestly,i miss you so much!~

Sorry

A very disappointed day for me. And surely for my baby too. I'm sorry.. :(

Pity u

Wait a minute..'beban dah hilang'?...hello,do u think u're gonna get outta this?.Halo2,here maybe..but in hereafter...Only God knows.I really wanna change, to be someone better and loving someone truthfully with all my heart. To my only one who is really knows how to appreciate my fragile feelings.

Unlike u, i have never...i mean,ever...plays with someones heart. Then u made me do that. Well,i did. And i really have changed. But u will never change. Thats the way u are. Pity u.

Losing my ex is not that bad

Okay,i guess the title says it all. Simple yet content. I mean, please...do you think i'm that dumb to take you back?. After all that messages in ur Facebook inbox and ur latest post on your wall?. Come on man, do u want me back just because of what we used to have before?. Just because i have history of serious relationship with u?.

Now u said that u want to be the man-whore as i didnt want to take u back. Well,thats fine for me. I can laugh out loud now cause u are now feeling the same sadness as i did before. Do u think u're not a man-whore before?. I mean, dont u ever remember what u did to me?. I can call u a whore that time. Well, i guess i did, BITCH!.

For now, i am HAPPY and CONTENT. i found my centre. and he is the one for me. Taking me back to the right path and being a better woman and a better Muslim. Thanks darl!. ILY~

Bored to death

OMG!!!

Dunno why i am so grumpy today. Usually i am too.but today,its too obvious. Especially to him.Sorry darl, i dunno whats wrong with me. Crying out of sudden, feels like shit. I dont have the mood for my job intervew tomorrow. Hopefully everything will be fine. I'm not hoping to get this job. My goal is to get the experience on job interview. It will be delightful if i get the job. Let just pray that i will have the guts to look into the interviewers eyes. Mood : NERVOUS!!!

Crying my heart out

I miss u..like a lot!!!...I shouldn't,but i keep thinking of u even i tried to not to.Honestly, keep dreaming of u is killing me.I was dead inside.Trying to survive with the second best.Trying hardly to live with uncertainty and living without u.

Looking at who we are

Judging someone is not hard. We can say anything, about anyone. I dont really mind about what other people think of me,especially those that i didnt know at all. Let them talk, cause i have my own right too to talk. Well yeah, i talk crap out of people. Sometimes i would say her clothes lame, her shoes ugly. We all know people talk. Good or bad things, doesnt really matter.

BUT, i do care when a fren of mine, really close to me...talk crap out of me.Especially when she did say that i was not her fren. But then, when she got problems, i was the one she's looking for. Yeah, she's a crap. Being my fren,be good to me just because i have this 'kepentingan' to her. Gosh, does everyone in this world are like that?. I've never treated any of my frens like that. I've been frens with everyone and love them just the way they are. And i've never say...'she is NOT my fren' to any of frens that i have.

Yes, i dont have much frens. Just a few.But everywhere i go, i'll make new ones. I miss my besties, Ju and Sya. I miss them so much i would go there just to hug them and tell them how much i miss hanging out with them.

Madness

Its finally my final semester in UMP.Relieved but still,kinda sad and touched.How's my life gonna be next?.What will i become?.How' my work?.How's my relationship?.Hurm..Lots of thinking.Madness.

Damn!

Most of the time,i hate the fact that i'm in love with that guy.I hate the feelings of jealousy,sad,sensitivity,looking for his attention.God,i wish this feelings will go away..amen. :)

4 years

Its been 4 years in ump.Gonna miss those precious moments.Not to forget the time when i fall in love with the wrong guy..pffftt..the time i cried cause someone stole my sandals..haha..such a kid.

Let bygones be bygones.Thats what make us grow up and learn something new.And to never repeat the same mistake again.To all my frens,thanx a lot for those memories. :)

Morning!

Lots of work to do today.better prepare myself cause those work won't finish themselves..huuu..

New leaves.. :)

Its 2011..well yeah,its already 4 months of 2011.I'm writing this as my former blog cannot be updated.Says that my blog has malware or something.Hopefully this new blog will give me better luck.. :)